weird, i had a weird sweet dream last night.
in this dream, i confessed my feeling to a girl (or woman for that matter).

why is it so weird of a dream?
it is, karena emang baru sekali ini gue mimpi nembak cewe.
and it gets even weirder when the girl actually feel the same.
kindof odd really, since my last confession actually rejected *ouch*.
it’s a girl i know, and i actually like her *plus she’s single *, i just, i’ve never thought about confessing to her, i actually think she’ll be a good friend.
well, at least i feel it again, the happiness of loving and being loved (by girlfriend, maksutnya), even just in a dream.

trus trus trus, gimana kelanjutannya?
abis nembak ntu cewe, trus dalam mimpi itu gue malah ngerasa heran2 sendiri. pasalnya, abis ditembak kyknya dia ga pake mikir lgsg jawab iya. kenapaaa yaaa, apa dia lagi kebelet pa gimana sampe mau ama gue…
dan dia senyum *aaaaaaaaaargh* - i’m so happy, kindof sad really, since i’ve been single for like 2 years now (well, had a couple of TTM, but, kan ga ada statusnya, jadi diitung single kan ya ).
trus abis ntu dia ngajak jalan *aaaaaargh lagi*, the happiness is overwhelming.
dan….
RRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGG RRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGG RRRRIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGG !!!!!!!

DAMMIT! stupid fu**in’ son of a b**ch…. ALARM SAHUR JAM GUE BUNYI! TAEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKK!!!
hiks, kenapaaaaaaa, kenapa harus bunyi at the right place and the right time…
the sadness is overwhelming T_T

ps : i would’ve mention her name, but i’m afraid she’s reading this. since she knows my blog adress.