she wants one to work hard to get, thing is she always kill one’s effort.
and may be i’ll never know what it is…

it’s like a song lyric… : “how can i change the world, coz i’m sure can’t change your mind”

and…

It’s undeniable
That we should be together
It’s unbelievable
How I used to say
That I’d fall never
The basis is need to know
If you don’t know
Just how I feel
Then let me show you now
That I’m for real
If all things in time
Time will reveal

not much of great things happened lately, life starts to lose it’s excitement, when it’s final exam weeks. it’s kindof boring, since almost every friend’s thinking is about studying. and the not-studying type will only make it worse. still, i don’t know what i’m talking about right now. how stupid…

anyways, the saying “experience is the best teacher” got me again this time. last month i was spending money like crazy, and at the end of the month suffered from it, having to spend as little as possible, i even had to reduce daily spendings for food. but it pays, the “10-days-short-course” taught me so much how to manage my money. now i can even save more. love it.