If I could bend your pain into something good
Make you a prouder man
If I could rough you up then save you with good luck
And show you hope again

Hold on
You weren’t meant to suffer so very long
Leaving love that’s gone has never been a sin
Hang tight
The only fault you have tonight is shutting down so cold ’til I break in

Oh
Sad young man
I think I need you for reasons I don’t know
I pledge myself to winter season
So it’s perfectly on course but in the end it has to snow

akhir2 ini jadi sering dengerin albumnya Rachael Yamagata yg ‘Elephants…Teeth Sinking Into Heart’ (wierd album title), di mix ama Bic Runga… pokoknya lagu2nya tema2 dark gitu dengan suara beratnya Yamagata cocok bgt… enak aja dengernya sambil ngeberesin kerjaan freelance (yeah, udah konversi jadi freelance, lagi, udah hampir 2 bulan).

You know, every birthday I had when I was a child feels great, i was really looking forward to each of them, to grow old, mature, and be somebody… an Adult, to get a job and something like that.

Yet when I’m getting older, the so-called birthday seems like really the day that you are getting closer to death. I don’t mean in a negative way, but if you think about it this way, remembering death is essential to remember about religion, good deeds, the judgement day, well, about God.

Remembering death brings chill to some of ours, including me… most of the time we avoid this topic in daily conversation, one of my friend call it spoiler
wait…. a spoiler? Like when we haven’t watched the movie and someone tells the story, then the movie will not be as great, as thrilling as it should be?
I don’t think so buddy, I think talking about death is like talking about the test result, and the test is an open book test … the life.

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morning jog itu telah berhenti selama sejak awal bulan mei, hiks, sejak kaki terkilir karena bermain futsal… berhentilah morning jog itu selama dua minggu… dan jadi males gitu nerusinnya, hiks, pengen mulai lagi, tp karna sekarang udah masuk lebih pagi di kantor, i have to think of some ways around this… damned!

kyknya secepatnya baru mulai oktober lagi rutinitasnya kali ya, abis puasa, itu juga kalo ketemu ’some ways around’ nya… heheh. ketemu lah pastinya, insya Allah.